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| yep you guessed it, i am here because i am studying for a test. o-chem test to be more exact, and it's killing me because God did not design my mind to grasp any kind of subject remotely related to chemistry... let alone... science?
I find organic chemistry to be the most pointless out of them all. I liked biochem although it's also very tough, because it is at least applicable to LIFE. orgo, tho... not so much. at least tell us how it relates to mankind. POR FAVOR PROFESSORA! POR FAVOR!!!!! because i am not intelligent enough to figure it out myself... or... more likely, i don't want to. | | |
| wow, haven't been on in awhile, xanga has gotten SO crazy! it took me 5 minutes to figure out how to even get to writing this post. wtfreak? anyway, here I am again... prolly cause it's finals time and i'm procrastinatin... whatevs. all i'ves got to say is that i love vermont. it has been SO good to me this year. next yr's even gonna be greater and grander. and i'm so glad to be away from cali. not everybody gets a chance like this... or don't make a chance like this for themselves, but you've gots to know... it's been pretty good for my soul. SO good.
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| i look at my old pictures and i see a huge difference:
college has given me major bags.
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| wtfreak is wrong wtih xanga. i freaking don't get it anymore. why's it trying to be so many things? cos it's freaking dying and they're trying to save it? freak, just let it be bc now i don't even want to do it just bc it's so freaking confusing! seriously. hahahhaha
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| i'm always sleepy. i don't know what it is. just kidding, i lied, it's because I don't get enough sleep... "story of my life," anybody? i'm always dozing off and my eyelids feel heavy. i don't smile. my voice is low and crackly, i don't care about what the other person is thinking when i'm looking into their eyes. i wish i could survive on 7 hrs a day but i can't. today i actually slept for 8, which is the amt i need everyday, but my body knows it's still short on sleep from the week-- mon-wed sleeping 7 hrs/day, i'm negative 3 hours. boohoo, i'm tired and cranky and don't give a ess about people's feelings. i realize how mean and confronting i can get with this new lifestyle. it gets me sad that i get mean, but i'm also proud that i can stick up for myself when the situation calls for it. but it could also be that i'm getting older and more secure with myself that i act like this... dk... i love/hate myself still... but i guess it's in a different way now.
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